Saturday, March 9, 2013

The Chosen One

AA...
Thanks for everything..
Even I'm just an ordinary person..
Without father that was passed away..
With emptiness heart..
Just trying to be myself..
Not copying others..
You make a different...
You choose me.. Even there was eyes that hurting their own feeling.. But can't be explained...
My heart was so worried...
Do your family really accepted me as their family?
I'm afraid..
But I try to be just like myself even my friends said that I not suppose to be like that..
Did I apart of the family?
How could it be?
But you accept me as your son. Adopted son.. Very appreciate that. I'm happy.
I love you as my own family. also the rest of the family.
They just like my family..
But now... It's different..
I heard that you passed away.. That's so sad..
I can't accept it.. But that is your fate.. Destiny.. God planed it.
I love you. I pray for you..
I'm so sorry, that I not coming while you are been burried.. I'm truly sorry..
I'm so sad.. I care but I can't face it.
I prayed for you. Praying for you everyday..
Thanks for adopted me... Puan Asah binti Ahmad... God bless you.